It's not just an ordinary Sunday

I'll try to say it all as short but as detail as possible. I just woke up from a short nap and still feel like sleeping though. Brain wasn't functioning properly and I don't think I can study or do any homework now.

Anyway, I had my TOEFL test this morning. 4 hours of sleep wasn't really enough but I guess I'm used to it already. Because I was "watching" FA Cup final the night before. And Chelsea won. :)

Thanks Hiddink! For your 4 month stay and bringing back the form of Drogba and Malouda! And of course, the FA cup!

Alright. The test starts at 9. First section, Reading. After 60 mintues of reading and answering some very scientific based questions, something like EST, I thought I had finished, not knowing that there will be another 40 minutes of reading again.

Felt happy because I thought the first section was over. Saw the screen.

(Another section appeared with the time of 40 minutes and counting down)

Raised my hand. Waved my hand. (Where's the kakak???) And I looked outside, she spotted me.

Me: How long is this section going to be? I thought it's 60 min?
She: I'm not sure.
Me: But the tutorial says 60 min only. Why another 40 min? How many questions are there supposed to be?(Clock still ticking)
She: Wait. I go check.

(few seconds later)

She: Sorry ah, I don't know how long it's going to be. I didn't take TOEFL before. I think you should continue.
Me: (what the.. you don't know?) OK.

My eyes were hurting. Too many words for reading. 100 minutes of reading and I felt sleepy. Done with the section. Then, Listening. It was boring. Somehow lost concentration someway through the conversation. Had my 10 minutes break.

Signed in. Sit down. And start the Speaking section. Some questions were tough but somehow managed to mumbled it through. LOL. Talked, stopped, continued, and stopped. And here's the interesting part. Writing section!

Task was to read a short passage and listen to a lecture then began to write a summary. Just as the lecture was about to finish...

*blackout* / *electricity ran out* /*people starting shouting, cursing*

time: 1230 afternoon.
my objective: 500 words from finishing the test.

She:Students please calm down. We will try to find out the cause and try to fix it. Please do not talk to each other. All your works are saved, don't worry.
Some guy: Shit man.

I wasn't that pissed off. Because I haven't start writing yet. :)
But I'm about to blow, when she said this:

"Students, if the situation still remain like this until 1330, I'm afraid you guys have to reschedule your test."
Me:"Which means, we have to strat all over again?"
She:"Yes."

Holy. I don't want to waste another 5 hours of my life doing this stupid test.

Anyway, some of us asked for reschedule. but for those who waited, the electricity was ok and we continued.

Finished. The longest test ever. 9am - 3pm. Break: 10 mintues, and 1 hour of waiting and starving.

Reached home:5 pm.

zzzzZ

TOEFL

Honestly speaking, I'm so freak out right now. I'll be having TOEFL test tomorrow. I don't understand why most of them would say it's easy. I don't think so. I can't manage to speak fluetly in the speaking session. 15 seconds of preparation, 45 seconds to speak. Damn. Got to go straight to the point and give some description as well as reasons.

SIGH.

Same goes to Calculus III. How can they say it's easy, since it's not. :(

Growing up

Sometimes when I'm alone, I think of the past, the present, and the future. And it's so soon that we are gonna start working. Let's just give it another 2 or 3 more years. But somehow I just don't feel like growing up. Am I too selfish? Irresponsible? I don't know. I guess I'm still stuck with my superman and power rangers. I'm too old for this? I don't know.

Maybe somebody will say, well, it's still long more to go in your life. But trust me, *snap* and it's 5 years. I've been here for 4 years and it's real fast that I sometimes couldn't even catch up with it. 6 more months and I'm gonna stand on a foreign land. To observe the culture, the people, the places. Will I be the "real me" when I'm there? Where I'm not gonna put on a mask anymore and be who I really am? Or will I discover the real me? What God has plan for me? I'm looking forward for that answer.

The wall above me is so high, the way ahead of me is unclear. All I know is that I've got no strength to carry it alone but to trust in Him so that He'll hold me when I fall and tell me "it's ok son". Church leader told us that we have to keep a journal to look back what God has done for us and what He has prophesized. Yeah. When I think back of it, I felt so sorry for myself, somehow, along with the disappointment.


There was once this period, should I say the lowest time in my life, that no one would know or feel of, where everything seemed so hopeless, helpless. And I seek for His answers, what will He have for me. God, where are you? And I'm so thankful that He answers me, pastor prayed for me, saying that I can walk through the fire ahead of me, that He will see me through.

Yes, fire. How are you going to cross the fire? But He sees that and indeed has led me across the fire. Now that I'm across the fire, I should look back every time and felt grateful that I'm no longer there. But we people are like this, in the most difficult times only we seek His face. What my friend said is true, "People move on, people change, but God will be faithful till the end."

1 John 4:19 "We love because he first loved us."

It's just having some fun!

I was heading to college and heard this song over the radio with such lyrics and I found it very interesting. It goes like, "All I wanna do is have some fun, I got a feeling, I'm not the only one..."

It somehow reflects the life of being a student. Or I would say, Malaysia students? From my point of view, we, as students are competing against each other(everyday) to get better grades. And what you have to do is just studying and working harder as time goes by to achieve what you wanted in the first place. But sadly to say that we have forgotten to have fun in the mean time. Maybe some of us really wanted to have some fun but we just couldn't?

I see 2 kinds of students. First would be those that aren't having as much fun, but grades do help them to satisfy themselves. Another would be those who are having some real fun, and grades don't really play a part in their world. These 2 different worlds have 2 different interpretation of views towards studies.

Let's put studies aside. It's 0030 hour and I decided to watch a dvd now. "Windtalkers". A movie about the Navajo codes during the WWII where the Japanese (best code breakers of that period) can't even break the codes of the American soldiers.


And speaking about war movies, Mr Jafni(MPW) showed us a short scene of "Saving Private Ryan". Damn. I didn't expect MPW class to be a small theatre with sub woofers speakers. LOL.

I'm just trying to have some fun! Studying too much may cause depression, and more depression. :)

Looking through

some of the pictures I've taken in recent years. I find that it's amazing how long my hair used to be. And how short it used to be. LOL. And all the high school memories, the used to be so tanned up skin, the very harsh band practice, etc.

all the guys of 5E

one of my favourites taken with lyn

good old days. tanned skin. and tearful sherhann :)

i miss my drum somehow. LOL

after graduate, work for 4 months! great colleagues :)

just realized that my hair is long. Oh my..

first semester. psychology presentation. LOL.

Alright. I know it's a bit random. But the photos, the memories. Ahh... You can't buy that even though you are very rich. LOL.

Oh my . . .

Tuesday 26/5 --- Physics Quiz
Sunday 31/5 --- TOEFL
Tuesday 2/6 --- Physics Test 1
Wednesday 3/6 --- Calculus Test 1

Conclusion: Too little time for too many things to study. You should get me a scissor and cut off 7 fingers of mine so I'll have just a thumb and two fingers to hold a pen.

I'm a bloody internet addict. Crap.

Guilt

I've been feeling guilty over an issue these days. Which is-"studying". I have not been doing any homework lately. I have been very naughty and very lazy lately. I guess I'd just force myself to do some reading after this. It's been 3 freaking long days since I last touched a page of book outside of the class.

OK. So I had this so-called traveling alone session yesterday. And I actually like the idea of being alone walking somewhere, as long as I have the resources in terms of financial support to bring me up and down everywhere across somewhere. Mum ditched me for some Hong Kong shows. I had to spend practically 4 hours alone, including some work out session. And I ended up doing this:

Oh yes, I was watching movie alone until 10 pm. The show is not that bad. But one thing I have to complain (as always), is the way the cinema treated the foreigners? What I meant was that, the movie has about 20% of dialogue in French and Italian. The ones who is responsible did not put out ENGLISH subtitle as I saw a couple of foreigners in the hall. I don't think they understand either BM or Mandarin other than their own language. It's a bit unfair. I think.

courtesy of BoonhanGoh

And guess what? I've got the RM98 ticket for the Man Utd match. And I got the training pass, which is dated one day before the match = the INTI BALL day. After a series of consideration, I'm going to skip the training session. What I found out from my friend (he went to the Chelsea match last year, and the training session) was that there will be many people gather in the stadium, watch Malaysia XI trains, then Manchester United team. And that's it. No signature signing no picture taking no nothing. Because there will be more than thousands to watch them train. And the time setting will be around evening. At least that's what happened in the Chelsea team training session.

So, I'll just get ready and dress up myself for INTI BALL. lol.

I shall study now :(

What I've been thinking

What's greatest about glory is not never failing, but rise again when you fall.

That's what Confucius said.

You know what I said?

What's greatest about glory is to score full marks for all the exams, then you get your glory.

I had this Calculus quiz today. Surprisingly it's a 5 MCQ based paper. If u get 1 question correct, you get 4 marks. If you get one question wrong, you get -1 mark. Well, honestly, I'm so disappointed at my performance. I got 15 marks at the end. I've been doing a lot of Calculus lately. Yes, a lot. But this bloody mistake cost me 1.25% of my coursework.

Sigh. Nevermind. Maybe what Dr. Chan(Calculus lecturer) said is true. Malaysians never blame themselves. LOL.


Philosophy class is getting rather interesting than boring. We watched this movie "Human Nature". In the end, Mr Eric asked us what do we think about the movie, besides SEX. It's an uncensored movie and you can see titties running around. And it's a bit awkward watching with all the students. LOL. But the movie is great. Something to think about human nature.

W've got this Inti Ball at 17th July in Hilton Hotel PJ which cost RM90. If I'm not mistaken, it's a masquerade theme event. I'm thinking how good it is, a day before my birthday. Then we can plan to celebrate somewhere the next day.


But only to find out that the next day 18th July, Saturday, is the day where Man Utd plays against Malaysia XI in Stdium Bukit Jalil. How nice. Where I'll be spending my whole day in the stadium. Crap. My 20th birthday. How.. sad?

The flu that haunts

Ok. Let's just say that I'm so frustrated and fried up. Some say desperate.

So, I ended up clicking here and there looking for some news about the flu that haunts everyone. I read the paper few weeks ago saying that this flu will infect 1/3 of the global population within 1 year. Which means around 2 billion? Ratio of 2 in 6 people will get infected. Now we've got 2 confirm cases in Malaysia. Both are students traveled back from US for summer break.

According to Wikipedia, confirmed cases are around 8000+ and 50+ were confirmed dead. So when you calculate it by ratio to that of the 1/3 population and divide it by the countries in the world, it isn't that deadly after all. Or is it?

So far the Spanish flu that kills 50 million of the 500 million infected individuals back in 1918-1919 was the worst that I've come across in my so-called research. And guess what? I found a website that generates the confirmed cases in different states of US. The link: http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2009/04/27/us/20090427-flu-update-graphic.html

Most of the states are infected, most notably Illinois with 487. States that most of us going: Minnesota 7, Nebraska 13, Oklahoma 14, Iowa 43, New York 190, Wisconsin 384 and etc. Well, I'll give myself some time to think about the transfer though.

Damn.

Wall

I need a hard solid wall to bang my head on. I've been thinking various ways of solutions to solve one particular question but lastly, I still can't get the answer. I don't understand why and how.

When you can't think of a solution, u seek for help. When texting around still couldn't get you any help, you break your vow and went online to seek for answer. All because of your friends that were not available for the moment. Some couldn't get through, some couldn't help, some couldn't really care about you?

Sigh. I did rest my brain for a short nap but it doesn't really help much I guess. I will not stay at rest and have a nice sleep unless I finish what I'm supposed to finish! Jut like what the philosophers said about human nature which is plainly based on self-interest. I feel very good after I finish my work. Self-interest?

And when online still can't get you any answers, the best way is to google up your questions.

And when you still can't get anything out of it, switch off, and go to bed. For my head hurts. For I'm thinking too much of useless ways of solving an equation.

Never Give Up

As I was having a last glimpse of my facebook account (before i really really put down everything and study. LOL), ShaneChooi posted a 3 minutes video, saying that "if you watch only one video today, make it this one."

Nick Vujicic is a man without limbs. No arms, no legs, yet he never gives up and live a happy life, encouraging all the young people not to give up. A really nice one!

I found another video of 9 minutes on him. Click the link below to watch it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtweZxNGk1Y

Change You Can Believe In

"Change will not come if we wait for some person or some time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek. It's not just enough to change the players. You have to change the game. "

Yes. It's so true.

I was browsing through some magazines right after my work out session and pick up one of those business magazines. Found this very interesting page with the above quotes and I actually memorized it. Obama said it in one of his speeches. Every time when I heard what he said, somehow I have this goosebumps going on. Somehow just feel like having tears running down because what he said is really encouraging and motivated. I remember one of the quotes sounds like this:

"...... The road ahead is steep. It doesn't just take one year or one term. But we- as people of America ...... "

I bet he had a good PublicSpeaking101 lecturer during his schooling times. LOL. Speaking of change, I am, indeed, starting to change my view of studying. My view of becoming how I should be and the ideal "me". First getting homeworks done. Then tried my best to do better in quiz/test. Somehow when I finished my Calculus work yesterday night, even though spending up to 2 or 3 hours per day, I felt satisfied.

took me quite some time to figure out this graph!! ugh

I'm glad that I take my first step by getting 2/2% for my Physics quiz. First time of having such a good start. Hope I can do that as well for my Calculus. I never score anything more than B-, which is one of the reasons behind that drives me to work hard, not to give up. And another reason of working hard, is to show to some people that I actually can do better than them. Not those of grade A, but those that are very close to my standard. I know I can beat them by my determination. I will not give up, I will not stop at some point and thinking above quitting. When I'm in my highest state of confidence level, no one can pull me down.


But one thing that annoys me at the moment, is the nuts in Philosophy class. And Philosophy itself being a bloody nut for me. I somehow just find it hard. Find Socrates as annoying as some of the classmates. Classmates just don't talk before they think. Can't blame them. They're still freshmen. But sometimes when they talk (after using their brains), they do make some strong points that somehow I just couldn't think of. You know what's the importance of studying Philosophy? To develop thinking writing listening and speaking skill. "Critical thinking questions". I have a good one. What is good? Good for you doesn't mean good for me. How to define good? How you know something is good. Your results are good? Mine is good as well. But when they're compared, yours is good or mine is good because I think mine is good.

Thinking of giving up?


I had this secondary school teacher encouraged us by saying, "Don't give up. 50 more meters and you are done with the race. Push yourself till the end."

Yes. Yes. I will not turn back. Even though the following results will not affect my application of universities. Even though no one would care less if I even pass my Physics and Calculus. But all that I care, it's just that I do my best and catch you up from behind. And finish up my race.

After all, we are born and gifted with legs not just to walk, not just to stand, nor to run. But legs are given, so that we can fall at some time, get up, and start everything all over again- where the aim is to dash forward and finish up the race.

Equation

YannHuoy wrote:

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness."

I called it, "The Equation of Love".
(LOVE = SUFFER,
NO SUFFER = NO LOVE,
YOU SUFFER = YOU NO LOVE ) ----(1)
∴LOVE = SUFFER, NO SUFFER = NO LOVE, SUFFER = SUFFER

(HAPPY = LOVE,
HAPPY≠ NO SUFFER
NO SUFFER ≠ NO HAPPY) ----(2)
∴ NO HAPPY = MUST LOVE, LOVE = SUFFER, SUFFER = TOO MUCH HAPPINESS

∵ LOVE = SUFFER, NO SUFFER = NO LOVE, YOU SUFFER = YOU NO LOVE ;
NO HAPPY = MUST LOVE, LOVE = SUFFER, SUFFER = TOO MUCH HAPPINESS

∴ (1) + (2) = The Equation of Love

theory by YannHuoy
equation by Emmanuello

Happy Mother's Day

It's not what you give to your mum that matters. Because every little things you give or do to her, she'll just as happy. You know that you'll always be her baby girl or baby boy even though you're 20, 40, or even 60! As long as we try our best in all the things we've done and at least grown up to be a successful person, that will be just OK for her.

We Asians don't hug or kiss our parents. It's just something that we don't normally practice? I don't know. LOL. Just feel weird. Or it's something that our parents did not practice with us since we were young. LOL!

Anyway, we bought a watch for mum. It's a Swatch Mother's Day limited edition watch where you can actually see the ad everywhere. In magazine, newspaper etc. It wasn't something surprise. We bought it from Hong Kong together with mum the last day before we came back. Saw the watch and asked mum to try, then she likes it so we bought for her. It's HK$880, which is around RM400. Everything seems to be cheaper when you times it by 0.456. HAHA.


Early morning went to church for Mother's Day celebration. It's good to have Mother's/Father's day on Sunday so all the parents can celebrate together in the church. As usual, the church gives gifts to all the mothers every year. Last year was a set of finger nail kit. This year the church gives scarfs! Because sometimes it's cold in the church then mothers can use it. And there's different colors to choose from! So nice. I wonder if next time there would be a Son's Day. LOL.

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Just a random thought: I feel worried for my studies. Not the results. 3.21 of CGPA still acceptable for the moment. Just that mum told me the number of jobless people in US has risen to 1700,00,000 already. The highest number in 25 years. An there's this Swine Flu which is quite severe over US now. Oh my..

Just as my lecturer said, "How do you know you can actually get a degree and come back? No one knows."

Crap.

Saturday

Can you think of any moment in your life that you're actually proud of yourself? Try to think of one. Something like you won a prize because of your hard work, or, you fixed something all by yourself? Anyway, I'm so proud of myself now! The feeling of achieving something - I finished 16 questions of Calculus3! LOL.

Been sketching these cylinders for the whole afternoon. Target was to finish half of it but somehow there was this sudden urge of finishing it, plus, the determination which came out of nowhere. Maybe it's the ad that I saw over the magazine yesterday.

DIFFICULT.
YES.
IMPOSSIBLE.
NO.

Maybe this drives me to work and finish it all at once. Some of the questions were driving me nuts. And no answers were given. So, I just did my best and sketched it out. Hope they are all correct because it make sense from what I can see. No body says that it got to be all correct. After all, it's homework. Where mistakes can be made and you learn from it. LOL

used up quite some time to think about this bloody fool

Calculus 3 is actually quite challenging. Not to say hard. It's just that you need to imagine shapes and sketch it out. At some points, it's actually quite fun. Hmm. Gonna study philosophy and physics later on. I did not expect philosophy to be that hard. Need to think a lot of things. "What is life?" "Why are we here?"

SIGH. Come on don't give up! Go go go.

Stomach ulcer

Doctor said, if I'm still not getting better after this second medication, I've got to go to the hospital for a minor operation on my stomach. He suspected that I'm having stomach ulcer.

put a tube and clear the worms

I had the worst night ever. I slept around 2130 yesterday night and woke up early in the morning about 8 o'clock. But the problem is, I woke up every 2 hours just to go to the toilet and have some big business. Went to toilet 6 times already! Luckily still managed to go to Calculus class for that 2 hours. Don't think I'm in good condition of attending MPW class.

Referee waves away 4 clear penalties. Ballack protests.

Drogba called the ref a "F**king disgrace" Oh my..

And Chelsea lost in the semi-final. They said it was a very poor performance by the referee. I don't know. I didn't watch the match. According to YQ, another Chelsea fan in college, he said that it was the best performance by Chelsea. I don't know. The score was 1-1 and Barca advanced due to away goals rules. Well, the match was quite a controversial one.

I'm so sick now. Next week still got Physics quiz. Sigh. get well soon. Pray for me.

It's never to late to apalogy?

My stomach is really killing me slowly. And one thing that I don't like the most is my medication ends tomorrow. Hope I'll be good by then.

OK. I've got something in my mind to say it all out. For whoever that's reading this, where I believe it's no coincidence or by luck, I sincerely apologize for some of the things that I've done. YOU can be refer to as a friend or friends of mine that I hurt unintentionally. If I ever say things or do things that hurt you, I'm sorry. It can be anyone that appears in my life as friends. I will not name names because it makes me look stupid. Not of egoistic of course. People who name names are weak? LOL. I have some stories of some people who name names and that causes quite a conflict. You don't want to know.

Sometimes I do things my way. I say things my way. It's just who I am. Sometimes I have my reasons of performing such actions. Sometimes not, because I'm just plainly playful?

Anyway, that's just what I'm gonna say. For now. LOL. And new semester starts, here we go all over again. Come on let us work hard together!

Getting sick

I'm having this most sickening stomach pain in ages. Never felt such pain before. It was something like a microchip installed with a function of "vacuum cleaner" tried to suck all your body cells at once. Actually not all cells, just the area of the stomach(where you feel that you're having gastric there?). OK. Every 30 minutes, I'll be having this kind of feeling. It seriously sucks. What I'm trying to say is that, my weekend was just plainly not good at all.

I've been popping 13 pills per day since then. Been sleeping whole day. Sleeping was the only time where I don't feel pain at all. Sigh. But luckily I'm not having those symptoms of Influenza A H1N1 like cough, sore throat, fever and etc.

Anyway, have you bought your mask? Surprisingly it's all sold out in the places that I looked for. LOL. Tomorrow's gonna start fresh again. I mean college! But I'm having the best semester break ever! Can't wait for another holiday again. LOL.

被点的就是我

遊戲規則: 被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題，再加上一個新的，傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人，到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真)，並且所有願望都會實現。。

01.最能让你发狂的五样东西（列出）
答：1. 不给我online 2. 尿尿时看到恶心的kazat 3. 妹妹在讲鸟话 4. 大便时没厕纸 5. 被老师叫收声

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼？
答：他们的信赖

03.最近最鬱悶的事？
答：应该是要去美国了

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點？
答: 自私

05.遇到喜歡的人，你是勇敢表白還是默默關注？
答: 默默关注然后就勇敢表白

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點
答：很鸟的，很努力，聪明

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼？
答：一个弟弟？还是不要啦。等下抢我家产！

08. 你最怕怎样性格的人 ?
答：讲话比我多又大声的人

09.你最依赖的人是谁？
答：妈妈

10.如果要被關起來十五年，除了離開之外什麼都能做的話，要做什麼？
答：写一本小说，“怎样渡过美妙的十五年”。

11.什么人是你最欣賞的？
答：像贝格汉坶那样：有钱又帅，又会踢球，还是一个身价125mil 的好爸爸。

12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼？還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼？
答：应该还没吧，我很正常的。我想要裸着全身和朋友们到处蹦跑！

13.十年之後，你想過什麼樣的生活？你打算如何實現呢？
答：有份稳定的工作，准备起家吧。实现？赶快毕业去做工！

14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎？如果有，為的是什麼？
答：有啊。想要一个人到处走走，学下新东西。

15.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦？
答：不会像kayee那样打败自己的脚在家睡啦！应该会给家人然后救人。给那些可怜的孤儿，因为他们没父母的爱。但是应该不会给老人院吧－老了没什么要买了，时间也快到了。

16.如果不幸負債400萬，你打算如何償還債務？
答：绑架朋友们然后把他们给卖掉。卖掉kayee, yannhuoy, yenloo, thingyan and everybody!

17.年終要領多少才算OK？
答：每个月赚USD5K。一年USD60K(RM220k)!

18.明天中午吃什麼？
答：不懂

19.一個月多少錢才算OK?
答：每个月至少USD5K

20.你的理想工作？
答：一个叫“睡觉” 的工

21.雖然很八股題了，但還是想問一下，愛人好還是被愛好？
答 :爱人，所以他们可以被人爱

22.有什麼不可告人的怪癖？
答：我每天都大便和放屁

23.最希望自己具備哪一種个性？
答：对自己很有自信

24：點你的人帥不？
答：不帅但是很鸟的

Labour Day

It's 1st of May! So what? Nothing has changed. The weather is still as hot as usual. Was sweating all over since I got back home this afternoon. Can someone please install a cooler inside my body? I don't mind having a body temperature of 25'C.

Anyway, I've just played 3 hours of Kane & Lynch. Bloody this game got me so addicted. I like the storyline so much. Kahwei did you play you bloody game addict? LOL. Bought it this afternoon along with Left4Dead. Not a very good time to play some addictive game huh.


Right. I went for a facial treatment this afternoon. Was forced to do so. Mum was complaining about my face. Yea. Kind of funny to hear a guy going for facial? It takes courage though. It was freaking pain when your pimples are squeezed out by force. I don't know how to explain. Just imagine you're lying on the platform for 1 and half hour where the girl was just squeezing and squeezing. Felt like a tiny scorpion was injected to you face and it ran around stinging you all over the face. Or something like, a stranger pinching your forehead using two forks instead of the fingernails. Blood was all over but then, cream was applied on it. Imagine this- you have a new cut wound and you go for a shower. Woohoo fuhlamak.

It wasn't the first time. But it was nice to have a pretty face back. LOL. I guess many people are trying to get rid of those acne all the time. Anyway, I tried to move away my attention of feeling pain. So, I was thinking and thinking about everything for that one hour plus.

ART105 A	A-
MAT133 A	C+
PHY211 A	B-
REL200 A	A-

1) My exam results. I felt funny about it. Getting 2 A- still felt unsatisfied. I think it's mainly because of my physics. And I manually calculated the results I got for my final. LOL.


2) Friends. I've got bunch of crazy friends in college. I mean friends with different personalities. There are those who are talkative, quiet, crazy, smart, annoying in someway, funny and etc. It's good to have them. But I've been thinking, what's my role in their lives? Do I actually help out alot? Or I'm just plainly useless? I don't know. LOL. People always leave. If I'm really going on January (Swine flu -AH1N1- is holding me back for now), I won't be seeing most of them. About 9 of them would be going to the same universities. Yea. That's it. Will you cry? Because you can't see them? I know they will cry because they can't see me! LOL. We'll see.

3) Leader. I believe that leaders are born. They are not trained. Leadership is something which is only found in some people. I've got friends who are good leaders. They are good in convincing people and people just listen to them. Some people they just plainly follow, known as the listeners. They never question, just follow what they're ordered to. I like to think myself as a leader. Somehow there is this thing in me that I like to order and get things done. Is that counted as leadership? I don't know. But everytime when I was chosen as a leader of group or anything, I'll feel very good. Haha.

And when you think and think. Time passed and there it finished. 2 hours has just passed. LOL.

Genting Trip

OK. I wasn't gonna blog at first. About the Genting trip because it was kind of too much to say? But after I read Fangkai's blog, it somehow drives me to write about it. Somehow. LOL.

I think I was suppose to be the one who was responsible to make the trip happens. As in, I'm suppose to do the booking and everything. But my parents don't use credit card so lots of the things couldn't be done. Then, I passed it down to Fangkai (partly also because I was in Hong Kong till one day before the Genting trip) and he got to do everything. Honestly speaking, I was kind of pissed to find out that the trip was still not be done yet on the night I came back. It's 5 freaking days and how come nothing was done to make it happened and last minute work usually screwed. But luckily it didn't. Maybe it's my attitude of getting things done quickly? I don't know. So, no one to blame but myself?

Anyway, the trip was excellent. But 2 days weren't enough. Well that's my opinion. We took the earliest commuter and by 0730 we've already reached Gombak. Sadly, and funnily, Yenloo Ryan and Chew missed the bus by just few seconds actually. They were just on the way walking to the bus but the bus driver insisted on not waiting. "Tak tunggu tak tunggu!!"

the early ones

the sick one

the late one

the glad-that-u-can-make-it one

Met up with Boon 3 hours later. He got some issue where we still can't manage to dig it out. LOL. I have to advise him to get more batteries next time. So there will be 2 persons holding 2 cameras. If you get what I mean. :)

finally

Went for the rides. Yann was freaking out most of the time. She had tears running down during the "pirates ship" while Kayee was screaming till she had no voice to continue(the ride was still going on then). LOL. I've got to salute Fangkai and Thingyan. Both crazy people almost lifted their arms in all the rides. I don't like the feeling of getting my ass on thriller rides such as space shot and the ship. It just somehow makes my balls shrunk. As what Kahwei said, "it's not good for health." Yea I know what he means, "not good for heart and balls."


Spent half of the day on the theme park. Wasted lots of money (around RM70-80) by trying our lucks to win prizes in that stupid counter. The one where you got to throw the ring onto the glass bottles. But we managed to get Teddy bin Muhammad from another counter- the shooting game. Thanks to Kahwei and Boon. 12 went and 13 came back.

we learn out lesson

"biang biang"

"come teddy, listen to my ipod touch"

well done!

Had some rest and went for dinner. The food was funny. No wonder there's only one table of customers which consists of 12 of us. Walked around. Snapped some shots. Played some game late at night in our room but it wasn't as fun as last time. Many were exhausted and slept early. Some went for the 0-0 Chelsea v Barca game.

don't ask me what are they doing

Early morning for breakfast buffet. It sucks. Sorry to say that. Then, poker session was going on in one room and the other room had something else. Took lunch before the bus depart at 1530. Seperated at KL Central later on. Some finds it hard to say good byes, as in we are not going to see each other in the next 10 years. I know I'm mean. LOL. Good byes and we came back very tired to our home sweet home. Only to find out that results will be out on the very next morning.